30 June 2011

We All Have Our Demons (Ch. 2)

This hasn't been proofed or anything. I literally just finished it, but hey. XD It's 4am and I'm full of brilliance, yeah? Anyway, here's chapter two~

We All Have Our Demons
Chapter Two: Breaking Curfew Is The Prerequisite for Delinquency


Morgan woke with a start. He was drenched with sweat to the point that his mock hospital gown was damp, but he was so cold… He shivered and curled into himself on the hard bed. He didn’t remember anything beyond taking his medicine, but he knew it must have been bad. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have felt so terrible.

“Xaphan,” Morgan said, wiping at his sweaty forehead, “What did you do?”

“I did nothing,” Xaphan said, none too convincing. “I only relived a few of my finer moments. I could give you a recap—”

“Don’t you dare.”

“What are you going to do?” Xaphan laughed. Luckily, though, he let Morgan have this moment, his laughter fading into the background as Morgan pulled himself to a sitting position and cast a cursory glance across the room.

One good thing about being considered a threat to others was that Morgan didn’t share a room. He still stood firmly by the fact that he hadn’t actually harmed any of his hostages—only scared them a little—but he wasn’t going to complain that he was left to his own devices come night.

And it was especially handy because the guards, having believed him to be out of order for the night, hadn’t even bothered to lock his door. If someone else had shared the room with him, Morgan doubted that would have been the case.

“Where are you going?” Xaphan asked, reminding Morgan that there was nowhere to go. Even if he left his room, he was still encased by these brick walls. There was no escape until they chose to release you.

“Well, I can’t just sit here,” Morgan said decisively.

“You’re going to get caught,” Xaphan practically sang.

“So? I’m crazy, right? This seems like the sort of thing crazy people do.”

“Who are you trying to convince?”

Morgan flopped back onto the bed. “Okay, so it’s a shit idea. But what else am I supposed to do? They left the door unlocked.”

“Go back to sleep.”

“I’m not tired.” After a moment, Morgan stood up. “I’m doing it.”

“They’re going to confine you,” Xaphan murmured sweetly. “Then it will be just you and me.”

“It’s already just us,” Morgan returned, batting his sweat-soaked hair away from his face. He had very little desire to sit in a sparse room with only Xaphan to keep him company. At least if he were sleeping, he could dream about better times.

Morgan only opened the door enough to slip through the crack, and then he closed it quietly behind him. The hall was dark, lit only by dim light bulbs placed sparingly across the walls. It really seemed like he’d stepped directly into one of those creepy apocalypse films. Or even a ghost story set in an abandoned asylum.

Someone somewhere far off screamed. Loudly. Morgan jumped and looked around. It hadn’t seemed to come from this wing, at least; this was where they kept everyone who had been deemed “a threat to others.” Opposite this wing was solitary, and below it were those deemed “a threat to themselves.” Opposite that wing was the correction facility, which every patient visited at least weekly if not more so; there resided the psychologists, as well as (if rumors were to be believed) an operating room. The ground floor housed other patients, many self-submitted, as well as the nurse’s centre and the receptionist and the like.

Well, Morgan supposed that the most exciting thing to do would be to head to the correction facility. And on the plus side, that was the place likely to have the fewest guards, and there would be no fellow patients to sell him out.

Morgan tiptoed down the hall, passing by dozens of heavy doors with sturdy glass windows, until he reached the centre of the building, where the flight of stairs was.

“Why would you go toward the surgical rooms?”

“What, afraid I’ll get them to cut you out?” Morgan said, stepping lightly down the stairs. He reached the landing and paused. He heard… someone else was walking on this floor. Morgan peered out from the archway to see a stocky man in white lazily patrolling the hall. Shit. He hadn’t considered the possibility of meeting a guard on his way there.

“Oh, this is beautiful,” Xaphan said with a laugh at Morgan’s misfortune.

“Shut up,” Morgan hissed.

Without a glance his way, the security guard continued walking, heading into the correction facility wing. Morgan exhaled slowly. That could have ended badly. Morgan peered down the hall again to see the guard disappear into a room.

Just then, another scream erupted, and this time, Morgan could tell where it was coming from; it was just down the hall, where the guard had come from. Morgan had to see what was up. Sure, loud, sudden noises weren’t abnormal in a mental institution, but this didn’t sound like your run-of-the-mill crazy guy shouting in the middle of the night. It was pure, raw terror and pain, and Morgan wanted to see what had caused it.

“Now you’re running toward the blood-curdling screams,” Xaphan whispered. “I thought you were sane.”

“Yeah, well, no one else does,” Morgan replied quietly, searching for the source of the scream. It was definitely male, and it had definitely come from this wing. Morgan mentally reviewed the layout; this was where the self-harmers were kept.

“Perhaps he’s succeeding. It really is none of your business.”

“Shut up.” As he continued down the hall, he could hear sobs from some of the other rooms. He’d expected this wing to be much quieter, in all honesty; he figured the ones suffering from depression wouldn’t make much noise. Apparently he’d been wrong about something somewhere along the line. “Now, where is he?”

“Who?”

“Stop playing dumb. You heard him,” Morgan said as he began peeking into rooms.

“What does it matter?”

Morgan paused. “Are you… afraid? Of him?”

Morgan didn’t listen for a response, because another scream resounded, shaking him to the core, and he bolted down the hallway. It was farther down, but not much… He stopped suddenly and started looking through more windows. It had to be around here somewhere.

And then he found the room he was looking for. A boy about his age was backing himself into a corner, staring at something invisible with terrified eyes.

“That’s him,” Morgan said, jiggling the handle. It was locked, of course; he didn’t know why he’d bothered. But he couldn’t just leave him… He let out another scream, and Morgan looked around, worried. He hoped everyone else was used to his noise; he didn’t particularly want to get caught because this guy attracted too much attention.

But how was he going to help? He didn’t exactly have a key. But as he let out another pained scream, Morgan couldn’t help himself. He jiggled the handle again, but of course, doors don’t magically unlock.

The jiggle, though, caught his attention. He looked to the window with wide green eyes, his body trembling.

Morgan raised a hand to the glass, trying to show that he wasn’t there to harm him, although he didn’t think he communicated the message very well; the guy only continued to stare at him. Morgan started to drop his hand—obviously whatever he’d assumed would happen wasn’t going to—but then the guy took a step forward, acknowledgment dawning in his eyes.

Help, he mouthed. Morgan’s face twisted into a guilty one; he couldn’t. Not only did he not know how, but he couldn’t get in to see the guy. Unless…

“Xaphan, I don’t suppose you know where I could find a bobby pin.”

The doors were held shut by two locks: a deadbolt and your normal, everyday locks. All the deadbolt required was turning a knob; simple and easy enough to take care of. In fact, it was the stupid “normal” lock that was causing the issue here. However, it wasn’t especially complicated, and if Morgan just had the right tool…

Xaphan, of course, wasn’t being helpful. Morgan hadn’t really expected more assistance, but he’d at least expected a response. Instead, he was playing the silent game. Didn’t bother Morgan as much as it could have; after all, at least he’d shut up for a moment.

“Hey!” Morgan nearly jumped out of his skin at the sudden shout. He turned to see a man—the security guard he’d seen earlier—running at him. Not jogging, full-on running. What did he think this was, a track meet?

Out of instinct, and maybe possibly a hint of self-preservation, Morgan turned tail and began to run himself.

However, the security guard had a lot more time to pick up speed, and he was truthfully much more in shape than Morgan. In five seconds, he’d already caught up.

His broad shoulder slammed into Morgan’s back, and the momentum forced Morgan forward and to the ground. He grunted on impact, feeling his knee crash against the hard linoleum floor before the side of his face met it. His ear throbbed strongly and painfully, but he didn’t have much time to focus on that.

The man had him fully pinned, and he wasn’t even using both hands. Despite all of Morgan’s struggling, he wasn’t going anywhere.

A sudden, sharp prick to his thigh caused him to jerk. More medicine…

He lifted his head to see the face of the screaming male. He looked so sad…

“I’m sorry,” Morgan managed weakly before the medicine rendered him unconscious.

29 June 2011

We All Have Our Demons (Ch. 1)

Alrighty, so this is a new project I'm super-psyched about. I don't know where it's headed or how much of it will be finished, so it's not going up on FP yet, but I'm hoping that at least someone is a little excited to read it, so here's the first chapter~

We All Have Our Demons
Chapter One: Introducing Morgan, Classroom Terrorist Extraordinaire


Hearing voices wasn’t crazy… at least, not if they were there, right? That was what Morgan told himself. Of course, it wasn’t easy to believe that when there were people at every turn attempting to “fix” him.

One tiny little meltdown and they think you’ve gone absolutely bonkers. So what if he’d held his chemistry class hostage in the lab? They were really blowing the whole ordeal out of proportion a tad. Didn’t every teenager go through a rebellious phase? Sure, maybe Morgan’s was a bit more… extreme… than most others’ tended to be, but it had really sounded like a good idea at the time.

And it wasn’t like it had been his idea, either. That blame fell entirely on Xaphan.

Morgan had only wanted to be noticed, after all, and so he supposed that in that regard, the plan had succeeded. It was the rest of it that had dulled the joy of victory. Apparently holding a whole class hostage because someone they consider your “imaginary friend” suggested it gets you an immediate first-class flight to the loony bin, which was precisely how Morgan Kale Leicester found himself in the freaking Habersham Institute, despite not being insane at all.

“You held a class hostage,” Xaphan remarked with a cackle.

“Well, it was your brilliant fucking idea!” Morgan argued aloud.

“What idea, dearie?” an elderly lady across from him asked.

“Not you,” Morgan all but snarled. The woman just settled back down in her chair, her eyes focusing on something only she could see. Meanwhile, Morgan stood. He had to get out of here. Why didn’t they believe him? “I’ll just go tell them I’m not crazy, then,” he said, making to march over to one of the guards.

“Perhaps you should stop speaking to no one, then,” Xaphan suggested with a snicker.

“Perhaps you should fuck off,” Morgan retorted, more loudly. In retrospect, that wasn’t his best idea; the nearest worker immediately set his eyes on Morgan, who knew then that his plan had already failed. He wasn’t going anywhere if they kept catching him doing things that were... well, crazy, for lack of a better word.

It was bad enough that they refused to believe the voice was anything other than a creation of his own imagination. Add talking to himself aloud and holding classes hostage to his rap sheet, and he supposed that to an outsider, he must have looked pretty damn crazy.

But that didn’t change the fact that he wasn’t. Xaphan was real. His father said so, and his grandfather had said so, and Morgan was certain that if he’d ever had the chance, his great-grandfather would have agreed, as well. Morgan couldn’t say with any certainty what it was or why it was, but he knew that there was something about the Leicester family, something that must have attracted Xaphan.

Of course, he still wasn’t sure what Xaphan was or why he was, and Xaphan himself was far from helpful. The last time Morgan had asked him what he was, Xaphan had decided it was storytelling time. And Xaphan’s stories were far from pleasant. Now, Morgan knew all about genocide but still very little about what or who Xaphan was.

Sighing, Morgan leaned against one of the white walls. He knew that soon it would be time for everyone’s medicine. He never looked forward to medication.

When he wasn’t himself, Xaphan was stronger, and apparently Xaphan had made it his new goal to break Morgan. Whenever Morgan wasn’t completely in control, Xaphan could—and would—show him anything.

Morgan hadn’t said as much aloud, as if only thinking it would keep the information private, but he was petrified that one day, Xaphan would be able to do more than simply make him see something. He worried every time he took his medicine that this would be the day Xaphan took control over him. And maybe Morgan’s body wasn’t particularly huge or strong, but he didn’t doubt Xaphan’s ability to win in a fight. Xaphan wouldn’t use brute force; he used every weakness you had to his advantage, and he didn’t shy away from playing dirty. He broke your mind and soul, and then he broke your body. He made you think there was no hope so that you wouldn’t fight back or call for help. Xaphan was the most dangerous sort of nemesis.

As if cued, one of the nurses appeared with a tray of medicine cups filled with pills.

“Morgan Leicester, your medication,” she said, extending one of the cups to him.

“I don’t want any,” Morgan attempted. “I’m fine.” Sane, he added mentally.

The nurse, a broad older woman Morgan’s dad would have referred to as “an ol’ battleaxe of a woman,” stared at him, seemingly unimpressed. “Your medication,” she repeated, almost as if she were preprogrammed to say only that.

Morgan took the cup from her reluctantly. Hopefully she’d leave it at that, and later he could flush the pills. Apparently, though, the nurse didn’t approve of this plan; she’d probably seen it a thousand times before.

“Take your pills,” she demanded.

Morgan raised them to his mouth, and then he paused. He didn’t have many options. If he outright refused to take the pills, they’d probably use brute force, and they’d also think of him as more of a difficulty. Perhaps, in these circumstances, his best bet was to lay low and pretend to get better. Let them believe they’d “cured” him of whatever illness they’d decided he had.

Still, he didn’t want to give Xaphan the chance to try anything.

Morgan popped the pills into his mouth and stared at her, raising an eyebrow. He hoped she was satisfied now.

“Swallow,” she ordered.

Jesus, what the hell was this woman? The Spanish Inquisition?

With no small amount of hesitance and reluctance, Morgan obeyed her command. The pills scratched his throat uncomfortably, as he hadn’t been given any water to help them on their way down. In fact, he didn’t think he’d had anything to drink all day.

“Happy?” Morgan deadpanned.

“Exuberant,” she responded with absolutely no amount of joy whatsoever. Morgan was beginning to believe one of the prerequisites for these jobs was being soulless.

Morgan slid down against the wall to land on the ground with a soft thud; he didn’t want to be standing when the medicine began to work its magic. He really didn’t think it was even medicine; he suspected they were just being given weird-ass hallucinogens at this point.

It didn’t take long for the world to begin to melt. Colors gave way to white blurs. Grotesque shapes that were only vaguely human bustled past Morgan, all of them eyeless and wearing toothy grins. Skeletal wings blossomed from their shoulder blades, knobby and gnarled. They began to crowd around him, their maniacal grins widening.

“My turn, Morgan,” Xaphan whispered. Morgan could almost feel his cold breath at his ear, feel his presence darkening the room.

“No,” Morgan said weakly, clenching his eyes shut. “Don’t… you can’t…” He tried to stand, but the ground seemed to have disappeared. He had nothing to stand on.

“Watch me.”

Morgan’s eyes snapped open. The strange creatures continued to lumber toward him, their grins transforming as they began to laugh. Morgan tried to get away, but there was a barrier behind him, and he still couldn’t find the ground. He lurched to the side, but he missed and fell.

“Stop,” he pleaded. “Please stop.”

The room darkened, and then became black as Morgan lost the fight for control. And then it was just Xaphan’s voice amidst a chorus of screams.